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Friday, October 14, 2005
The never forgotten sister..
I dont know how i want to write this, and i dont know if its a good decision to share this writing with others. But i hope that we can learn something from what i want to write..or maybe..she, who i dedicated this, somehow in miracle will read this.
Day after day, i really proud, really care and of course really love my family. Expecially my siblings. I love my elder sister (along),my older brother (angah) and of course my younger brother (adik).All of them have their own character. Along is our unofficial leader, her wisdom always guide us to face all the hard time,and her caring always make us know that we are meaningful to each other. Angah is joker in our family, he have a lot of sense of humour,even he is unmatured and playful but whenever we together, we always have a cheerful moment with him. Adik is our heart, a silence guy, a person that we always can count ,our secret keeper,never betray us even the secret always hurt him more.
in our love circle, sometimes we cant avoid to think about someone that we never can count as our sibling,even we really want its in full our heart.She is my father's daughter.
In our childhood Abah always told us that we have one sister that cant live with us. But he always in eager when it comes to time he spoke about her,how that our sister learn to cook,learn to making clothes and a couple of times he took us to visited her at school. We learn to know that our father once had a broken marriage, he had divorced long before he meet our mother.
Trough all our father story, this person always live in our heart. We always imagined one day she will come and live with us. But it never happen. Some reallity is really hurt. Something happened, since that, we never heard her name uttered by our father.
Life is complicated and unpredictable. My brothers had met her in unexpected situation,in different time and situation. She never recognised them. But we life with her photo in our living room,and it was a golden chance,when she invited angah to her house,met her own family. We silence in tears when angah told that she had a miserable life after my father divorced,only her marriage save her life.
Till now, we still have her cellphone number and address. But we never have a courage to call or visit her, we really scared if we just will make her life worse. Sometimes we jump to conclusion that she have her own life and never need us. But deep in our heart, we dream that one day she will know and admit that she have 4 other siblings,that always love her but never know how to tell her.
'Being single is a bless!! ~Amirahsyuhada'